Saturday, February 4, 2012

If It Kills Me

Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
It would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now

And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Well you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend

[Chorus:]
Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

How long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn't healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all

Cause maybe there's a lot that I miss
In case I'm wrong

[Chorus]

If I should be so bold
I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
I'd tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said a word
I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again

All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me

And all I really want from you is to feel me
Yeah, the feeling inside keeps building
I'll find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me

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                                                                I stop walking.
I hold my breath.
I can't find what this world really wants.
I lose my way.

I cry?
Absolutely no! Yeah, I still have self-estreem.
I'm too great to show it.

I scream.

Where am I?
How can be here?

Finally, I just pray to my God and I cry in my heart

"How could I hold on in this bad world, Lord?
How could I through my life by myself?
How could I walk alone?
I spill my tears like a waterfall.










Thursday, February 2, 2012

I need more mood-booster!

Well, I don't really know what I feel right now.
I just need a lot of mood-booster. I feel so static!
Oh, God. Could You give Your fire?
Yeah, I need it so much 'cause I don't want to lose Your energy.
Just give me Your tiny spirit and I believe I'll be better soon.

Oh, Lord! I can't imagine how I face this world without Your energy.

Please, send me back Your spirit. Thanks a million :)